"shitty first draft"

I can still remember learning to write my name in kindergarden.  We would be given a piece of paper and asked to write our name five times.  Little did I know that those days would shape the lazy writer I would become today.  It would go something like this: Elizabeth, Elizabeth, Libby, Libby, Libby.  When asked why I did this I said it was because Elizabeth was too long to write.  When I look at my writing today I realize how lazy I am with it.  If something is too long then I am immediately turned off by it.